Wooohooo, so I haven’t quite been myself lately hence the fact that I haven’t managed to post anything in ages or even pick up a paintbrush... I know it’s kinda pathetic, but it would seem that life has gotten me down the past couple of weeks... I actually think I was bordering on being depressed - not a great thing at all...

So I got to thinking the other day (No this is not a once off occurrence) what exactly is making me so unhappy? And apart form the fact that I am bordering on obesity, I have stumbled upon another reason for my morbid frame of mind... I seem to have lost myself… Now bob only knows where I wondered off to…but I have defs gone astray…

I have however decided not to despair, seeing as the holidays are on their way in full swing, as a matter of fact I only have 2 more days left of work work work… and they are going to be absolute torture. But I am staying positive. And that of course means that I will have 3 weeks of trying to find myself (cheesy I know, but its true) So starting on 15 Dec 2006 at 15:00 I will be in full swing to seriously find myself, starting of with camping over the weekend, not something I would normally do, but what I used to is lay around and read a book or swimming, so I reckon it kinda falls into the scope of finding myself. And of course all of these activities will be done surrounded by people I love and people who love me – and this is where I might be able to find my little lonesome self….

Although I must say that I am already feeling way closer to myself… There has been so much going through my mind keeping me up at night, and form about 3 days ago I have been sleeping like a baby. Special thanks to Aber who stuck by me through this terrible time!

I spent last night with my cousin talking shit and planning 2007, with a glass of vino in one hand and the other hand making suggestive empowering gestures (as if I am rallying a troop of soldiers to face sudden death) And I must say it did me wonders, have subsequently decided to seriously take up playing the guitar, be ridiculously rich and arrogantly happy. Have also decided to become incredibly selfish and only think of myself!!!

So goodbye to 2006 and Welcome 2007!!!

Viva happy days and drunken nights!