All is fair in love and war...

I am posting this just because I find life to be one Fucking ball of contradictions and lies!!! First of all I know that I am not perfect!! I have never fucking professed to being perfect!! So why the fuck do people act so hurt and so disappointed when I fuck-up!!!! And I am bound to Fuck up! Somewhere along the line it’s going to happen, its part of DNA. It’s not something I set out to do - I hurt people, even when I don’t want to! In saying that I try not too, and when I really care about someone, I apologize and I continue apologizing - However there is just so much I am willing to do in order to repent.

Here’s my problem, I consider myself to be an extremely open minded person and I don’t judge people as I am in no position to do so. And most people that meet me, claim to be the same - however upon revealing all my past infractions and screw-ups they just jump onto that little judging bandwagon. And to each his own I suppose. And good riddance to them. This has however made me keep my deep secrets to myself.

But every so often someone comes into your life and you like them, and you have the urge to tell this person or people everything... Now people over the past 1.5 years I have met 3 people like that. And yes, I bit the bullet and revealed all. The first one seemed fine about it, however as time went on I was fazed out... and I repeat - To each his own. I moved on. The second one seemed fine with it to, but I suspect that it will have the same outcome.

The third one was informed today...and I seriously doubt that we will getting together for drinks anytime soon. Now I would expect myself to be heartbroken, but instead I find myself being stubborn. And in the immortal words of BJ Fuck-em, Fuck - the lotta of them. Tell them they can stick their Fucking Leavious up their Fucking asses!

All is fair in love and war!